Awww…. So tired….
I hardly sleep for the previous days before Chinese New Year as I need to paint my house with white color. Every morning and day makes no different for me because all I do is painting here and there.

Well, actually I have neither mood nor happiness for Chinese New Year. I felt rather weird to smile fakery to those stupid relative who always back stab my dad. They look so idiot and fake. But what to do, I still have to wish them happy New Year due to my “dad’s face”

The whole Chinese New Year Day makes no different from the rest of the days. Woke up, bath, bless my parent, then go out. Hai… can I have something different instead? Now I miss training, however I will not satisfy if there ones that will not come (always have some invalid reason what for join basketball?).

It has been a long time since I last update my Blog. The reason lies behind: not because I am lazy, but is that I don’t know where to start. I have a lot of hurt and sadness for the basketball team (Clarify, those who always not coming for training and always talk rocks). They don’t seem to have any interest and keen in basketball anymore. Why a team always like that. Whenever I tried to grade something I like, there will always be something stopping me from doing it. I am tired, very tired. How I wish , I hope to have more training to train up my skill with others, but no point of doing it myself and a few of my buddy in the team, All F3 plus 5566. How I wish I can grab a chair and throw it at those player and shout at them fu*k up, but I can’t. I have no position, no stand of doing it as the one who is in the higher rank also doing the same thing. Sadness for the team; for those who struggle so hard for nothing.
Ah… I don’t want to talk about basketball already; it makes me sick and moody.

Happy Chinese New Year to all F3, 5566 and my friends. Hope you all get many “hong bao” during the Chinese New Year. Sadness wills always over, there will be a new day in font and there will be new hope for the starting of a new day.

talked more trash @ 8:03 PM

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